LORD GIVE ME A SIGN

Its ironic or possibly prophetic that I just that DMX song Lord Give Me A Sign to defend in my last entry. Today I truly am in need of a sign. While this blog was set up to share my testimonies and trial and tribulation, I choose to be a little vague this time.

Those close to me know what's goin on the rest of you I send out an undisclosed prayer request.
I have reached that fork in the and truly need a sign to show me which way to go.
The reason I am even writing this since I'm not sharing a lot of info is because a lot of people that know me think I have it all together, a lot of people that know my past just know I got it goin on financially and think I'm chillin living it up down here in Atlanta.

Well the purpose of today's entry is this isn't always what they looked like. Sure I'm spiritually richer than I have even been and that is a good thing. But I don't have it as together as a lot of you think. I keep a lot on things in and go about life like its all good
but days like today
I need a sign to show which way to go, I need the juice to recharge my spiritual battery
but its ironic that the song I spoke of in my last entry
was what I needed
it describes exactly how I'm feeling today

lord gimme a sign
i really need to talk to you lord
cause the last time we talked the walk has been hard
and i no u havent left me but i feel like im alone
im a big boy now but im still not grown
and im still goin threw it (what) pain and the hurt
soakin up trouble like rain in the dirt
and i no homie i can stop the rain
but just to mention im guna save ur pain in the name of jesus
devil i rebuke you for wat i go threw
and trying to make me do what i used to
but all that stops right here
as long as the lord in my life i will have no fear
i will know no pain from the light to the dark
i willl show no shame spit it right from the heart
cause its right from the start you held me down
and theres nothing they can tell me now
LORD GIVE ME A SIGN